I don’t know. Suddenly it feels like I’m losing myself.

I can’t write.

I can’t express.

I feel such a hatred awakens as time goes.

Like I hate that woman.

Like I hate that person.

My head is fulfilled with those images from the past. My brains screams “It’s over!” but my heart feels not.

I can’t forgive.

I’d never forgive.

And I never dare to ask God to release the pain because sometimes it do feels good.

What am I doing? What am I looking?

I…

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