I don’t know. Suddenly it feels like I’m losing myself.
I can’t write.
I can’t express.
I feel such a hatred awakens as time goes.
Like I hate that woman.
Like I hate that person.
My head is fulfilled with those images from the past. My brains screams “It’s over!” but my heart feels not.
I can’t forgive.
I’d never forgive.
And I never dare to ask God to release the pain because sometimes it do feels good.
What am I doing? What am I looking?